Thursday, November 12, 2009 | 2:23 PM

Feeling depressing lately! It like wad ‘F’ again. And seem getting worst each time.
The breathing of difficultly is back to find me again. Since we changed to the current seat I had been having such problem of having hard problem breathing! Doubt I think too much.
The pressure to us is too huge for us to maintain it. Don’t understand we trying our BEST to prove our capabilities yet the other side we been demoralize. It really unfair to both of us! I remember seeing one of the secretaries sitting in the tea lady room in the pantry happily chatting away. And around our desk, often can see people chatting in the other party table too! The case is different for us. They claim not we are not friendly…WTH
Been hearing from her. “You all are happily sitting there” [the there referring to our seat]. Till now I still can’t get it what the big problem of sitting at our desk doing work? The same we didn’t see anyone [junior] go look for their senior often too! And WHY?? Why all this ALWAYS happen to me…TERRIBLY DUN UNDERSTAND.
Thing always happen at once go without giving you the space to breathe.
PLEASE give me some fresh air…